Category Archives: suicide

My Cup Now vs. My Cup Then

I love life now!! I really can’t believe it. Why? Because I have lived so long trying to figure out ways to take my own life without it looking like suicide. The only thing that stopped me was the consequences that  would land on my kids. I felt like they would constantly question their value. And, I didn’t want to […]

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Real Love Has Changed Me

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–> I lived life in survival mode, not living mode.  I was living just to survive.  I was suicidal as early as 12 years of age.  My voice had been taken away, so I’d thought.  I remember being talkative, creative, and a dreamer.  When I felt that my ideas no longer mattered, I just started this downward spiral of self-pity […]

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Declaration of Love

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You promised to love me…..I want to know that you love me without reservation.  Give me GRACE to believe that you really love me.  You said to seek the Kingdom first, I don’t know how to; show me how to.  You said that you reveal your secrets to friends…..I want to be your friend. I want to know you like […]

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